Once upon a time there was a boy and a girl (i know, so clichè) they knew eachother for a little while, but what happened seemed like "love at first sight". they both sort of decided to make it official after seeing eachother for awhile.they "fell in love" they kissed after a few days, and more intamately in a few weeks. rushing things? definately not to him, but the girl was sort of new to relationships. she saw everything in him. he was gorgeous, funny, cute, sweet, and nevermind him being the perfect amount of reserved and touch-y. she loved kissing him. she could taste his mouth all day. she blushed when she even was looking at the back of his head. she knew from experience that this boy wasn't very loyal to his previous girlfriends. infact, she almost didn't agree to "going-out" with him because of that. but she couldn't resist that smile. at one point, she became paranoid from the boy hugging friends (who were girls) and she confronted him. he apologized, and she forgave him, even though her friends told her to decide these things more wisely. this happened a few times, in cases getting even worse such as slow dancing with these "friends" when she wasn't there. she just kept confronting, and forgiving. what an oblivious girl. the boy and the girl sort of distanced from eachother. the day before valentine's day, even though the girl always thought it was such a stupid excuse for a romantic holiday, the boy hadnt seen her all day. at the end of the day, they finnally met up. the boy told the girl that he was going to the movies with some of his..."friends". no "happy valentines day" no "sorry" much less asking if it bothered her. she almost cried herself to a puddle walking home alone that day. after a few days, the girl couldn't wait any longer. she embraced her emotions and threw them at the boy. she screamed, blamed, and cursed at him. she exploded her feelings all over the place. the whole time she was crying. hot tears of anger, power, pain. she couldnt believe she even did it. his response? ... "i'm sorry." no. never again. she cried herself to sleep night after night. she kept the situaton to herself. eventually, she got over herself, but her heart still sank when she passed him in the hall. finnally, she was done with him. completely over it. then she saw him with another girl. she wanted to smack him across the face. she didnt know wether to scream or cry. so she didn't do anything. she left it alone. she believed she was still in love with him, but hated him to much to admit it.
(((sound familiar?)))
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