random is happy

i want to be famous. yeah, i know, i've heard the song. "when i grow up... famous... star... boobies... be careful what you wish for..."... whatever. i don't know how i will, i've been aiming for acting, but its such a hard industry. singing//musician, i'm a little self-consious. okay, alot. writing, i'm not too creative with that kind of stuff. art, there are people who are better artists than me, and it's kind of hard to display work. sports, don't even think about it. ((wow i need confidence.)) i wish that somehow, i could just find something that i'm really good at then i would get discovered and become famous and people would know me and i wouldn't be like all the stars around me because i'm too freeekin' cool. haha. then i would probably create my own clothing//acessory//cosmetic line. or something of the sort. :]

yeahh. i dont know.

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boys say that girls are confusing. well, sometimes that's true, but its often the other way around as well. boys are all "i love you." or "please don't say 'i love you' because i'm too terrified or stupid to say it back" and sometimes they are like *i don't want to kiss you, are you kidding me?!* or *kiss you* or *i wanna f?%#&! make out. now.* or even *im hxrny, your ugly. lets f#@&!* and they only have like 5 emotions (most of the time). it's like ::

•happy •sad •mad •hxrny •..."yeah"

then again, girls arent so easy either. if a boy is no good, but for some reason the girl needs to feel accepted, she will do whatever she needs to to fulfill her boyfriends needs. sex, crime, drugs, alcohol, taking abuse, or on a lower scale pretending she loves him just to make him and herself happy, when she's probably not even happy. it's so wrong.

sometimes a girl or boy is lucky enough to find a signifigant other who is kind, fun, accepting, loving, caring, respectful, funny, not judging, not a whxre, in some great cases even hott, or any combination of those. those are the lucky ones. "happily ever after". yay.

and excuse the whole 'boy-girl' stuff. it could happen to anyone in any situation. i'm straight, but i support gays. if it makes you happy, follow your heart, and the more power to you. :]

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well those have been my thoughts for the past hour.

xoxo♥☺♪